2001-03-13 | 01:27:45
why?

so this is my first entry... i'm gonna keep it short for two reasons:
1. i don't want anyone who reads this to have too high of expectations for future entries.
2. that's me.

i think i'll address why i'm writing here at all. i believe it stems from the fact that i am a fairly guarded person. i have only even been remotely close to open with one person, and he's not in the picture of my life anymore... well, maybe his hand's in the picture making an obscene gesture for shock value, but i don't get to talk to him anymore like i used to, and i'm going through withdrawal. i guess i'm just hoping that somehow this will make me feel better. whether that means just getting things out or that someone who gets me finds me through my diary, i don't know... but i already feel better, so yay!

mm, that's about it for now. look to future entries for actual content.