2002-05-01 | 12:38 a.m.
but what will i do without it?

so i just got back from my second visit to jeffrey's place in lala land. i miss him. i want to see the other trading spaces episodes we didn't get to finish sitting next to him on the couch with our legs all tangled together. i want to kiss him. i want to hear him play "the dying californian." i want to look at him until he sticks his tongue out at me. i want to hear and see him laugh... the kind of laugh where he krinkles up his nose. i want to play footsie under the table with him as we eat. *sigh* like i said, i miss him.

it was so nice this time to kiss him right away when i saw him at the airport. i totally agree that this time was ever so much better than the last.

jeff took me to amoeba and helped me scour the shelves for a copy of the original release of DHC's old record. we didn't find it, but i enjoyed the trip as much as i'd've enjoyed having that CD. jeffrey's so good to me. he cooked for me again. he said i helped, but really i just got like one thing out of the fridge and lined a pan with aluminum foil. mostly i think i was in the way, but i like to be able to stand behind him on my tiptoes and kiss his neck while he cooks 'cause he's just so sexy when he does it.

know what else? we saw julie andrews! i'm talkin' about frauline maria, mary poppins, thoroughly modern millie! and i was like 10 feet from her. i think my enthusiasm for this celebrity sighting made up for jeff's disappointment at my lack thereof when we saw the dad from alias last time i visited.

the last day when we woke up, we discovered that jeff's hot water had been shut off 'cause they were installing a new water heater. because of this, we didn't get to shower, so i was all yucky when he took me to the airport. i did not feel like i was lookin' particularly good, but on the way there we were stopped at a light or something, and he looked over at me and said, "you're beautiful." oh, it was wonderful! that boy does numbers on my insides. i felt like absolute mush.

i can't wait 'til the next time.

oh, yeah. one more thing. i'm sorry, jeff, for picking the step we sat on that had the gum on it.